Even a shitty life is better than the alternative.TheReal_ND wrote: ↑Fri Nov 16, 2018 8:25 pmIdk. Debating on what the best course of action is. Finally got a decent check from the new job which I could feasibly pay ahead on my van note with and find a more stable job with while I do the hustle on the side for spending money and gas and food. Or I could just keep staying on at this job and hope it works out but the next two checks are going to be shitty af, my boss keeps pressuring me to do sales and some of my installs when I was new are already coming back and fucking me in the ass. I think I want to fuck off from this job I have q bad feeling about this. If I do, I dont know how to roll all the new tools I bought into another job. And I will probably get my phone shut off for a while which would also fuck over my chances for making side money. I keep flailing around trying to correct the course and nothing seems to pan out. I'm losing hope tbh. And I dont mean to sound like a bitch but the seasonal depression thing or whatever it is, is raping my ass like a Congolese gorilla. Like more and more I wake up and wish I was dead. It'll work out tho. It always does.
Find your focus, and hit it hard. No surrender.