Meanwhile in Ukraine

[Martin Hash]

the first inkling of this started when I went to protest with the Truckers

she called me a "right wing extremist" and a "kook"

I wasn't expecting that, but now I realize that was a turning point

This is how women keep control: it’s the nuclear option. I lost half of my ex-friends, not b/c they didn’t agree with me, but b/c their wives prevent them from seeing me on threat of divorce; and the other half simply submit to their wive’s opinion.

That’s what you’ll have to do: priorities are a priority.

WW3 is being fought in the home.

yeah, you were right

I honestly could live without her

it's the rest of my life that I don't want to give up

like I'm old now, worn down from many years of taking the pounding

so I don't want to hit the road

there is one very liberating aspect mind you

like the only fears I had were for my wife, she was the only thing I worried about

now I have nothing left to lose, nothing to fear

there's nothing they can threaten me with now

when I was young, I had a lot to live for, of course I didn't want to die in a gunfight

but I would welcome a gunfight now ; molon labe

Schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist. Take your wife with you. I've noticed over the years that your peaks were increasing: it's easy enough to even out. Your wife will feel relieved & less threatened. You are experiencing the bane of highly intelligent people.

[Smitty-48]

This is how women keep control: it’s the nuclear option. I lost half of my ex-friends, not b/c they didn’t agree with me, but b/c their wives prevent them from seeing me on threat of divorce; and the other half simply submit to their wive’s opinion.

That’s what you’ll have to do: priorities are a priority.

WW3 is being fought in the home.

yeah, you were right

I honestly could live without her

it's the rest of my life that I don't want to give up

like I'm old now, worn down from many years of taking the pounding

so I don't want to hit the road

there is one very liberating aspect mind you

like the only fears I had were for my wife, she was the only thing I worried about

now I have nothing left to lose, nothing to fear

there's nothing they can threaten me with now

when I was young, I had a lot to live for, of course I didn't want to die in a gunfight

but I would welcome a gunfight now ; molon labe

Schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist. Take your wife with you. I've noticed over the years that your peaks were increasing: it's easy enough to even out. Your wife will feel relieved & less threatened. You are experiencing the bane of highly intelligent people.

that ain't me, bro

psychiatry is a scam

we are stuck with who we are, there's no fixing us at this age

I'm old school,

if I can't die in my own bed, then I'd rather die with my boots on

I always said

if I lost my wife ?

then I would settle all scores

[Smitty-48]

it has come back

the presence

I thought I was in the dark

but I'm feeling it again

Jesus of Nazareth

thank God

[Martin Hash]

Dude, you're an organic machine. When we were young, the serotonin squirted just the right amount at just the right time, and the dopamine did the same. Adrenaline was perfectly balanced against cortisol. Boom, boom, boom: physical and mental geniuses we were. Now we're old: leaks, under-production, over-production; everybody's a caricature of their former selves. It ain't you, it's fukking chemistry.

[Smitty-48]

tell you what

real world effects in real time

just like that

He is here

is that a trick of my mind ?

I don't care if it is, I'll take it

[Smitty-48]

even if Christianity is just a trick of my mind

man, this is one good trick, my mind is very clever

I mean, I am feeling better already

calming hand upon my shoulder

[Smitty-48]

I honestly feel like it was Silver Eagle

he prayed for me

then He came

[Smitty-48]

heck

my wife said she wanted a divorce, I didn't shed a tear

then this presence comes up on me, and I'm bawling like a baby, I can't deny

[Martin Hash]

Minor adjustments keep wives happy. As long as she respects you and holds no contempt, convenience & momentum win out.

[Smitty-48]

that feels like Silver Eagle's prayer, not joking

like he put up a flare

then there was a delay

then bam, the shock wave hit me here